| i got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
i can't stand looking at aim convos and wondering what happened. although it was never official, it was there. we both knew it, we both admitted it.
i hate how i overuse the word love, but i think i loved you all along.
you showed me a part of you a lot of people dont get the chance to see, and i showed you the ambitions most people dont know-the reasons behind my actions.
i remember you iming me, just because.
the uncharacteristic i love yous that i saved.
i think the feelings rooted back before all of this started.
what happened?
did i mess up?
the stupid games i played.the things i did in hopes you would come after me, the words i said in hopes that you would disagree and say what i wanted to hear.
did it all lead up to this?
you ending up with who you think i want you to be with?
was it wrong to want you to fight for me?
was it the "mood swings?" the acting, the sadness that reflected off of me because of what you did?
i wish i could just tell you. it's not like we could get any more distant. i'm so tired of crying over you.
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| don't ask where i've gone, leaving is my choice.
and i know in my heart it's not you.
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| swallow the light from the sun
i wish it wouldn't hurt this much.
i wish you'd just do it, and let my heart break.
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| Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do.
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| But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
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